Better day & commitment phobia?

Today has been a much better day.  (Teaching preschool drove me crazy, but that's another story.  At least I don't have to do it again until the end of April.)  I pushed through wanting a nap & got a few things done.  Sydney's sick with the bad sore throat that Randy's had.  She has slept a lot this afternoon & evening.  She did keep me great company while I worked out tonight, which is always appreciated!  She even told me I was the best mom in the whole world--without any prompting.  I'm glad she thinks so...after all, isn't it most important that my kids think that versus anyone else?  Oh, and a sweet friend gave me and my girls a month pass to Jumping Jacks & invited us on another fun excursion later this week.  Thank you!  And, despite the horrible wind today, I was outside for a few moments and discovered one little white crocus that has bloomed!

So, I think I was just really stressed yesterday.  As I've thought about various things today, I have come to a conclusion: Commitment stresses me out.  I'm a huge home-body.  Even though I like getting out from time to time, I'm most happy at home.  I don't like having much of a set schedule or time commitments to meet (for the most part).  I like my lists, but I like to do them on my own time.  Having to commit to call someone on a certain day at a certain time is too much for me.  Having something to do for others that hangs over my head stresses me out.  Anyway, I don't know if that makes any sense, but whatever.  :)  Thanks again for all your caring comments yesterday.  Hopefully I'll catch whatever you caught, little Miss Julie!